I can fake it all I want but in the end I have to admit it
I'm alone surrounded by strangers
Those I get close to only grow to hate me
It's not even the fact that they're bad people
I just bring out the worst in others
Hang out with me for too long and you'll see I make you uncomfortable and depressed if not empty and tired
I look back and remember how desperate and excited I was to leave my town
Finally get away from what hurts most
Only to find that I am the pain
The pain follows
But still I must fake it
Pretend like I'm the rest
An adult living my life..