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Nothing seems to be fun anymore
Video games, Netflix, drawing, comics, eating, none of it
It didn't occur to me until just now while laying in bed all day today..and just watching someone else doing all the things I used to LOVE doing...and it didn't even phase me
I didn't even try to join them
I had absolutely no interest in anything they were doing
Even though it was all the things I love..or used to love
It sounds over dramatic
But nothing seems fun to me anymore
Not even video games
I used to thrive off of video games
Lived and breathed video games
Now it's like I never even played them
I spent like $60 on a new game just recently AND drove 2 hours out of town just for a new gaming console..and yet I find no internet in playing my new game
I mean yeah I've played it a few times just because I paid for the game
(not the console but the video game)
But it just brings no joy
It's not that it sucks
But it's just not fun anymore
Playing games or doing anything that I once enjoyed
It's no fun
The only thing to bring me enjoyment now is beer and sleeping..in that order
Don't know why
Video games, Netflix, drawing, comics, eating, none of it
It didn't occur to me until just now while laying in bed all day today..and just watching someone else doing all the things I used to LOVE doing...and it didn't even phase me
I didn't even try to join them
I had absolutely no interest in anything they were doing
Even though it was all the things I love..or used to love
It sounds over dramatic
But nothing seems fun to me anymore
Not even video games
I used to thrive off of video games
Lived and breathed video games
Now it's like I never even played them
I spent like $60 on a new game just recently AND drove 2 hours out of town just for a new gaming console..and yet I find no internet in playing my new game
I mean yeah I've played it a few times just because I paid for the game
(not the console but the video game)
But it just brings no joy
It's not that it sucks
But it's just not fun anymore
Playing games or doing anything that I once enjoyed
It's no fun
The only thing to bring me enjoyment now is beer and sleeping..in that order
Don't know why
Alone
I can fake it all I want but in the end I have to admit it I'm alone surrounded by strangers Those I get close to only grow to hate me It's not even the fact that they're bad people I just bring out the worst in others Hang out with me for too long and you'll see I make you uncomfortable and depressed if not empty and tired I look back and remember how desperate and excited I was to leave my town Finally get away from what hurts most Only to find that I am the pain The pain follows But still I must fake it Pretend like I'm the rest An adult living my life..
..a pet..
I think I just need a pet to be happy...
I couldn’t take my cat with me since she’s already happy with my parents’ nice quiet home compared to my apartment next to busy loud highway
...I want to be happy again, but can a working person honestly start over with a new pet?
How did you guys manage?
Maybe one day
Maybe one day I’ll wake up
This nightmare is running too long
Attention holiday shoppers
If by now you’re still shopping for gifts...
You’re a dumbass
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Probably because that insane room mate set off your depression